February 2012
2 posts
i will save myself.
i don’t want to sleep, my dreams never last past REM. if i never have time to close my eyes only then will i see them alive and moving like reality. there are consequences for being too loud; mine is a feeling of teetering off the edge of my mind. and if i should lose it no one would ever believe me enough. why can’t i be alone when i want it, instead of being abandoned at the start of...
January 2012
10 posts
i don’t know how to unchain my heart from this prison. cuffs clasped loose, like a trick question. what the hell am i supposed to do with this? i can barely stand to be in my own skin yet i happen to be melting into something completely unfamiliar, but heard of through ages. this is way too deep, this hurts too much. i can’t even look up without getting chills.
i just wanna look like a bad ass bitch..
i don't have a choice but to keep moving until i...
June 2011
5 posts
You're amazing.
But I don’t know if it’s me or you that’s making me feel kind of used…I’m hoping it’s just my insecurity setting in.
there is no such thing as forgetting.
it takes a miracle to push someone to their limit and help them to become their best. i don’t know which was the miracle: being in an abusive relationship, or getting out of it and finding someone real. with heart. either way i’ve grown and become someone completely foreign on the inside. i still hurt a lot, and my insecurities are still pooling behind my eyes and causing me to cry....
May 2011
6 posts
i hate being so fucking emotional about...
blackbeauties and cutestpeopleondaplanet have my...
:) i feel very good about this. thank you!
penelope.
you’re so sweet. a precious bundle of chocolate and peanut butter. from the moment i held you in the palms of my hand, it was love. i remember huge hazel eyes looking at me as if to say, “hello, i adore you.” and not a day since have you stopped.
April 2011
1 post
I got my baby back, and this time I'm not giving...
March 2011
3 posts
here's to another long distance relationship :(
December 2010
7 posts
feeling discouraged and lonely.
but a picture is worth a thousand more words than i could ever say. so here goes.
November 2010
4 posts
this is the problem with getting attached to...
October 2010
3 posts
1 tag
i don't give second chances.
but i give third ones. maybe a fourth if i really care. it’s possible that all you have to do is look at me the right way, but it must be precise or you’ll get nowhere. if you’re lucky enough to shed a few tears that will get me for sure. if we sit long enough and go tit for tat, i will soften and become weak until i give in. and you know this, which is why you always get your...
i feel numb.
September 2010
33 posts
breaking up.
leaves you red eyed, feeling like a bulldozer crashed into your chest. right into your heart. but it’s magical how looking someone in the eyes can leave you feeling like you’re in a dream state, sedated and crying. leaves you wanting to try again..try harder than the last time. forever means being vulnerable.
